It's been a bad couple of weeks!

Well, let's face it, it's been a bad month for dieting really, I've been out drinking beer far too often!

It kind of started when Weight Watchers CUT ME OFF!! *sob* It was a slow realisation, but I gradually noticed that the emails I were recieving were no longer giving me handy tips on how to snack healthily....they were telling me to 'Sign up now, 12 weeks until Christmas'.

It was at this point that I realised when they'd tried to take the dollarz off of my credit card there hadn't been enough on there, and when I'd swapped the detail hurredly for the next time they tried to take the monies...I was too late.

Cut off, I tell you, what is a bird supposed to do?

Since then I've been out many many too many times, and I'm acutely aware that I haven't been eating properly.

HOWEVER!!

I still fit in my 'target' trousers...not as well as I did before..but all is NOT lost. I'm not out for another drinky (unless I see the Jo Jo next week) before I go on holiday, and my sister Nicki doesn't go overboard on the drinky drinky.

The danger in Barcelona will be the inclination to stuff our faces with wonderful tapas, but I think we'll (try to) be relatively sensible...if only to dampen the impact upon our wallets.

So, my intention now is to turn it around a bit. I'm guaranteed to be more than the 11st 10lb I was last time I got weighed. With some healthy eating this weekend and not too much extravagance on holiday I'm hoping to creep back to 11st 10lb and can start again. My aim is 11st 7lb. I started off last night by being good, I had that recipe Philadelphia have been tempting me with on my yahoo account for weeks, smoked salmon and cream cheese linguine. I've brought the cream cheese and smoked salmon in today to have a bagel for lunch.

I'm so good. I can get there. This is my first proper lapse, but I knoes I can do it, with or without stinky Weight Watchers!

Go Team Sproglet!

*whimper*

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